It's both fascinating and scary at the same time; and it is the truth - you're responsible of everything in your life.
The life you live now is the result of the choices you made earlier in life, what you thought, how you felt and how you acted, based on what has happened in your life. If you want to live another life, have another existence, then you, and no one else, have the responsibility to change it. There is no one who will take responsibility for you.
When you were younger, your parents or some other adult took responsibility for your life until you were grown up enough to make your own decisions and make your own choices.
And today, as an adult, a unique and independent person, it's 100% up to you and your responsibility for what's happening in your life and how you want it to look like from now on!
You can not blame your existence, how it looks in your life on anyone other than yourself. Even though it would be easiest to blame someone else, you would still not want to. Because if you let someone else be in charge of your life, they also have control over your life. And there is basically no one who does not want control over his or her own life. (Read about the Law of control)
It is only to accept this .....
You are responsible for your income, how you spend your time and with who and doing what, for your health, for your happiness and for your success. And it all depends on the choices you make. Because everything that comes into you life starts from within, from your thoughts and feelings, you have the opportunity to change your behavior and, consequently, to change your life.
And you are responsible for making the absolute best of your life - being excellent in what you do, feeling good and being happy. It is completely up to you!